The truth is that I've been so uninspired lately. Not because I don't surround myself with beautiful people or wonderful things. I believe that my lack of inspiration is coming from within. I've been so busy on trying to become focused again. Focused on finishing the semester, focused on leaving Montgomery, focused on not being angry and bitter, focused on my family's happiness, focused on not spending so much money on things I don't need, focused on maintaining a sense of sanity in my society, focused on resting, which something I need the most. I can still knock out photoshoots with ease, but I'm missing something. I'm missing my inspiration.
It's funny because when you're inspiration one day gets up and leaves, it triggers a domino effect. All creative processes in my world are hibernating. I don't want to sound like I am depressed or sad and sappy. Right now, I'm just not myself.
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