Friday, February 25, 2011

Sigh....

I haven't written in a while. So busy with school and work and projects. Speaking of projects, I officially have a new job. Social Media Specialist from G-Pod which is a multimedia and design firm in Chicago. Basically I tweet and status update all day, everyday and get PAID!!!! I have a project for them now, but I'll realllllllyyyyyyyyyyy be doing it when I get to Chicago. I'm sure I'll be their assistant too. Does that mean that I will get two checks? Hmmmm.......

Amazing art show tonight produced by some of my friends. It's going to be thee most cultured event in Montgomery. If you read my blog and you are in Montgomery, I URGE you to be there. Tonight from 6-9 @ 1466 Furnace St.

Going to New Orleans tomorrow to chill. No, really....like I'm just going to chill. I have absolutely nothing planned except get drunk and be belligerent on Bourbon St. =D
Might be going back next weekend too with my roomie. She said she wants to get away from Montgomery. I'm always down for the cause.

I'll be in Chicago the weekend after that for my wife's stylist showcase. If anybody that reads my blog is in Chicago, I URGE you to be there. It's going to be amazing and much needed. RSVP @ cccculturecouture@gmail.com and I'll give all the info. Oh, it's on Saturday, March 12th.

Wondering what to get my wife for her b-day. Shoes perhaps? Those always make her happy. So excited to see her though. We've both been slightly struggling with life lately. We've really been in each other's corner lately. I really just want to hug her as extra confirmation of how much I appreciate her in my life.

May scheduling: Mommy and Earl get in town May 12th. Last day of work on May 13th. Graduation is May 14th. Getting rid of my unneccessary junk on May 15th. I'll be on the plane back to Chicago on May 16th.

Sigh.....back to work.

N*

Friday, February 18, 2011

Oh Shittttt.........

That previous post.....that one....down there......

That was my 100th post!!!!

Raise the muth@fuck!n roof!!!!!

N*

Poem: plethora

So I wrote this is history class the other day and it's creation is influenced by class, documentaries, life, and love. I will call it poem: plethora. Don't really know what to title it. Usually I don't know what to title most of the randomness I write. And trust me, this will be random. But then again, it's not to me. I know why it is and what it is.

Sentiments
Sentimental feelings
Mental acrobats
The causation of the psychology exercise that works out the brain
Keeps it right and tight
And worrisome and confused
Lies in a small space in the southern hemisphere of the United States
Too far but never too far to know that the heart beats louder than drums played by any musicians' band.
Understand?
Sentiments.
Sentimental feelings
Will never disappear like the sky or the heavens
Or the trees and in the summertime
All the bees.
They won't go away like the pestering people that live blind to the realities of the world.
More concerned with pop culture than human nature.
Naturally, it leaves one hurt and bruised.
Feelings that seem to overlap.
Building sturdy foundations where brokenness can lay
Safely.
Accompanied by regret.
I bet.....
You any amount of money that better times will come.
I just don't know where they would come from.

N*

Friday, February 11, 2011

Social Psychology

I'm a tad bit behind but.....

2/7/2011

Instincts are impotent explanations of interactions.

N*

Social Psychology

I haven't done this in a while. I miss sharing my notes from class.

2/10/11

Me thinking while the professor is lecturing: Sometimes she sounds like a poet. Other times she sounds like a redneck.

What you heard is not what the person said.

Understanding intention requires imagining a situation from the others point of view.

'They' sway us. Who is 'they'?

Meaning is anchored in behavior.

We must adjust attitudes to create balance (clearly I need to follow this advice).

N*

In Social Psychology class......

No poetry comes to mind
Thoughts filled with frustrations
Regret
And a sense of defeat.
My feat was strong, heavy, and bold.
Not really concerned with the term 'old'.
More mature, more experienced,
More something.
Perhaps.
Considering the possibility of love was something like a trap.
I moved too slow.
It snapped
Onto me like I was a mouse
Caught in its final resting place.
Love will be the death of me.

N*

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

2/9/11 @ 3:50pm

Let me stop being sappy for real.

It's not very fitting.

We all go through our hard times.

I can honestly say I made the effort.

Things didn't work in my favor.

I'm still happy.

Very focused.

I'm exceling in my passion.

My investments are about to see a great return.

And my booty is getting bigger.

;-p

N*

2/9/2011

Don't you get tired of giving your all to people (or a person) and you get nothing back in return. They let you down and treat you like nothing ever happened?

Don't you just hate that?

N*

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Once Again.....

I feel like the fool.

Try to be nice to these hoes and they don't appreciate it.

sigh.

N*

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Who Are You......



I'm a lover, I'm a fighter, I'm a saint, I'm a sinner
I'm a loser, I'm a winner, but I'm just a beginner
I'm a chiefin Indian
Buddhist
Egyptian

N*

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Busy Bee....that's ME!

I haven't been writing lately. Not that I haven't had the inspiration, I just honestly haven't had the time. I've been ON top of the school/work thing lately. Just trying to stay focused and complete everything strong. I have some major shoots coming up so the times I am on the computer with idle time, I am usually looking for inspiration so I can knock your socks.

Everything is well. I am happy. I'm gaining weight....trying to be thick-A-licious!!!! Ready considering going to Atlanta for Valentine's Day. Bilal is performing!! One of my ABSOLUTE favs, for sure. And since I can't make it to his concert in Chicago on March 5th (which Nicole keeps nagging/making me jealous about), I decided Atlanta would be my only other option. I think Kurtis wants me to be his Valentine. He said he wanted to take me to the Aquarium. Awwwwwwww......Kurty. LOL!

I miss my family like crazy. I miss my mommy like whoa! I miss my wife. I can't wait to see My Name. And I REALLLLLYYYY want to see my Loenthal (aka Lorenzo P). He's going through some things right now and I really just want to give him a hug right now. Plus....we have great best friend date nights.

Speaking of dates.....Three.....count it 1,2,3 people have asked to take me on a date when I get back to Chicago. Say whatttt?!??!?!?!?! I don't even know what to do on dates. Giggle at the jokes and chew in a non-obnoxious way. *shrug* Who knows!?! Maybe I should Google it.

Until Soon,

N*