Motivating myself needs to be my 1st priority.
I'm slightly happy, not truly fulfilled.
I feel like I cry all the time for no good reason.
When does a confused soul finally reach a path that isn't cluttered with debris. Clear enough to walk straight. Not worried about stubbing my toes. Or failing.
N*
Monday, October 17, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Reinstated
I've been away for so long. I guess it is only proper that I do my random shpeel about the things that are going at this exact moment.
Ok...here goes!
So I finally started writing again. Nothing spectacular or long or intricate. Just something to get my feet wet again.
So you weren't filled enough?
I didn’t inspire you to rebuild enough
Sift through the rubble and find what we could use for US.
I created a new blog for a friends/family hair challenge and it's going well, I would say. I'm just super happy that I am able to encourage and motivate my peeps to a better way. I've been super lazy lately, so it's actually encouraging me to do MORE! In the ways that I eat and take care of myself. In the way that I learn and grow. This whole thing has helped me tremendously. I just have to stay focused.
I was in NY for 2 weeks and had the time of my life. Too much to write about. It was beautiful though. It showed me a lot about myself and who I needed to become.
In my adventures of life, I found some really cool places in Chicago that I have never been to before. This weekend in particular has been spectacular because I was exposed to elemenets of Chicago that I complained were lacking. Silly me! Even though I am looking for a job in another city, I am starting to appreciate Chicago and its role in my life. I can tell it wants our relationship to be more mutual. Chicago wants me to explore her more.
Oh, super random....lately, women that I know (friends and family) have had these on-and-off relationships with people and it seems very UGH to me. The relationships are not healthy nor evolving (just based off the stories I hear and experiences I encounter). It just seems like something is out of place in their relationships. Or maybe it's me that doesn't realize the power of love. The pulling force of love. I haven't been in a "relationship" in a long time. My last relationship wasn't all that it could be....I know that. Mostly because of me. I recognize my faults. But do I want to have love again in my life if it's going to involve drama, tears, indecisiveness, happiness, insecurities, and hopefully conversation?
Totally unrelated, but slightly related (but not in a rude way). Congrats to you Taryn for rekindling your old flame.....again. You look so happy and filfulled. You don't know how happy I am because of that. I went to a Stevie Wonder tribute party and I had a lot of FUN!!!! I knew that would bring a smile to your Superwoman, Signed-Sealed-Delivered loving ass. :-)
I love these skates!!! AAHHHHH!H!H!!!! =D
Ok...here goes!
So I finally started writing again. Nothing spectacular or long or intricate. Just something to get my feet wet again.
So you weren't filled enough?
I didn’t inspire you to rebuild enough
Sift through the rubble and find what we could use for US.
I created a new blog for a friends/family hair challenge and it's going well, I would say. I'm just super happy that I am able to encourage and motivate my peeps to a better way. I've been super lazy lately, so it's actually encouraging me to do MORE! In the ways that I eat and take care of myself. In the way that I learn and grow. This whole thing has helped me tremendously. I just have to stay focused.
I was in NY for 2 weeks and had the time of my life. Too much to write about. It was beautiful though. It showed me a lot about myself and who I needed to become.
In my adventures of life, I found some really cool places in Chicago that I have never been to before. This weekend in particular has been spectacular because I was exposed to elemenets of Chicago that I complained were lacking. Silly me! Even though I am looking for a job in another city, I am starting to appreciate Chicago and its role in my life. I can tell it wants our relationship to be more mutual. Chicago wants me to explore her more.
Oh, super random....lately, women that I know (friends and family) have had these on-and-off relationships with people and it seems very UGH to me. The relationships are not healthy nor evolving (just based off the stories I hear and experiences I encounter). It just seems like something is out of place in their relationships. Or maybe it's me that doesn't realize the power of love. The pulling force of love. I haven't been in a "relationship" in a long time. My last relationship wasn't all that it could be....I know that. Mostly because of me. I recognize my faults. But do I want to have love again in my life if it's going to involve drama, tears, indecisiveness, happiness, insecurities, and hopefully conversation?
Totally unrelated, but slightly related (but not in a rude way). Congrats to you Taryn for rekindling your old flame.....again. You look so happy and filfulled. You don't know how happy I am because of that. I went to a Stevie Wonder tribute party and I had a lot of FUN!!!! I knew that would bring a smile to your Superwoman, Signed-Sealed-Delivered loving ass. :-)
I love these skates!!! AAHHHHH!H!H!!!! =D
Oh, I moved to an apartment on 35th and Indiana with my friend. It's awesome!! I love it. I don't mind living with a boy either. You already know that I love listening to people, their opinions, jokes, hardships, triumphs, all that good stuff. It feels good to get this prospective.
I have to go wash my hair. I have a ton more o' random to post.
Be back soon.
Nia.
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