Friday

I will post a video later. I have a lot to get off my chest.

Don't feel like writing.

N*

Energtic

Dedicated to Jay.

Lifeless moments interact with sparks of energy.
More than the balance it creates,
Notice how the energy causes shakes.
Vibrations and pulsations.
Random and underappreciated.
You are...
Underappreciated and random.
Shaking the neutrons in my darkness
Causing illumination
A warm tingling sensation.
Makes me wonder how energy feels
Or how negative and positive come together to seal the deal.
I should have walked away right from the very start
But the energy held me against my will
Supernaturally
And it happened constantly
The push and pull
The positive and negative
The reaction
The vibration
The sensation
The illumination
You are...

N*

Insecurities

They are so real.
Showing their face and true colors and ass in the most inappropriate times.
Insecurities, unfortunately have no boundaries, no relationship restrictions, and no how of understanding....
What you and I, me or he have been through.

I pray that you find balance and comfort in your life,
Your heart,
Your soul.
That would be a sight to behold.

N*

Why is it so hard to find someone that will keep me calm throughout my days?

A balancing force to help me get through these stressful days.

N*

I can't wait.....

Until it rains in the summer.

N*

Slightly frustrated

I'm going to scale back on my advancements, interest, and pursuits.

It's not getting me anywhere.

AND

All the wrong people are pursuing me. Blah!!

Happy Belated Single Awareness Day!

N*

Stuck.

.......

My hair feels so freaking awesome.

I went snorkeling while in Nassau and I guess the salt water smoothed out my situation. Lol.

And it's getting so long.

#LoveMyNaturalHair

N*

For. You.

Even if I was gushy....it would have no affect on you. You're an emotionless asshole (sometimes).

But the fact still remains.

I. Adore. You.

N*

Get Into IT!

Still one of my favs.

This song and video gave me LIFE. Nikka is a easy, breezy, beautiful bad bitch.

N*