FRIENDS
.....as YOU call em
They call you when they need something
Trees for the bluntin'
to
G's for the frontin'
I found a way to get PEACE of mind for years and left the hell alone
Turn a deaf ear to the cellular phone
Send me a letter, or BETTER,
We could see each other in real life
Just so you can feel me like a steel KNIFE
-mf doom-
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Lately.....
- I haven't really wanted to hear any new music. I don't know why. I like my old, raggedy playlists. Try me next week though.
- I've been in a real MF Doom sort of mood.
- I've had the strongest urge to straighten my hair. (only a couple of more days)
- I've been missing my mommy and my brother (so happy we talked about our issues AND he apologized).
- I've been realizing that no one can shop for me. I don't have "a look" or "style". I dress like a homo-boy-farmer-southern belle-skateboarder-Blood-Crypt-Daniel Boon-pageant queen-fashion show producer-makeup whore-starving artist-lady. And I love polka dots and stripes.....together!
- I've been cool with my ex. It's nice. We understand each other. Drama and all.
- I've been really jealous and craving attention (a real woman can admit things such as this).
- I've been wanting to color my hair.
- I really want to make out like tomorrow is IT!
- I really want to remove a tattoo. Never have felt this way before, but this particular one is not what I envision when I see myself in my dreams.
- I've wanted to go away.....even to Chicago...if only for a couple of days.
- The girlies are considering NY for NYE! Delicious times
- I've been talking to mommy about possible career opportunities.
- I've been wanting to get another job. I don't feel productive if I'm not super busy. Busy fits me.
- I've been working out with Kristen and Felicia. Right and tight for the fall. I'm trying to pop out my turtleneck.
- Lately, I've been wanting to tell you again....that I miss you.
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- I've been in a real MF Doom sort of mood.
- I've had the strongest urge to straighten my hair. (only a couple of more days)
- I've been missing my mommy and my brother (so happy we talked about our issues AND he apologized).
- I've been realizing that no one can shop for me. I don't have "a look" or "style". I dress like a homo-boy-farmer-southern belle-skateboarder-Blood-Crypt-Daniel Boon-pageant queen-fashion show producer-makeup whore-starving artist-lady. And I love polka dots and stripes.....together!
- I've been cool with my ex. It's nice. We understand each other. Drama and all.
- I've been really jealous and craving attention (a real woman can admit things such as this).
- I've been wanting to color my hair.
- I really want to make out like tomorrow is IT!
- I really want to remove a tattoo. Never have felt this way before, but this particular one is not what I envision when I see myself in my dreams.
- I've wanted to go away.....even to Chicago...if only for a couple of days.
- The girlies are considering NY for NYE! Delicious times
- I've been talking to mommy about possible career opportunities.
- I've been wanting to get another job. I don't feel productive if I'm not super busy. Busy fits me.
- I've been working out with Kristen and Felicia. Right and tight for the fall. I'm trying to pop out my turtleneck.
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....Biological Anthropology....
We spent time in the Archaeology lab today. I felt like a kid in the candy store. There were skeletal remains of 2 bodies laid out for us. Both about 200 years old. I was FILLED with excitement.
Most of you will never know the feeling of being able to touch history like that. It's not a book, you can't read it and automatically know who, what, when, where, and why. These bones are amazing! I touch them and I feel an instant connection to whomever they belong to. My job as anthropologist and archaeologist is to find out who this person really is and how they ended up here.
In skeletal remains, I can figure out if you were abused, or if you were a man or woman, hunter, or gather, or a young child born with a disorder, or if you broke your arm, or didn't eat enough vegetables, or drank unfiltered water (or sometimes I can even determine their "race" but it's getting harder with the amount of multi-race reproduction). Can you even imagine that?
I'm still even surprised at myself for taking on this career path. One that I definitely plan on utilizing later in life. Right now, I want to be in brand marketing and fashion show production/makeup artistry, but I can't even explain the power I feel when I see bones. Power, but uncertainity....because regardless of what my schooling has taught me, this is still someone's core. Someone's structure. Someone's history. Someone's malnutrituion. Someone's accident. I have to decipher everything. It's a scary but inviting thought.
'Globalization of Genes'
'Race is soft tissue, not hard bones.'
'Race is becoming self-identify. Cultural.'
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Most of you will never know the feeling of being able to touch history like that. It's not a book, you can't read it and automatically know who, what, when, where, and why. These bones are amazing! I touch them and I feel an instant connection to whomever they belong to. My job as anthropologist and archaeologist is to find out who this person really is and how they ended up here.
In skeletal remains, I can figure out if you were abused, or if you were a man or woman, hunter, or gather, or a young child born with a disorder, or if you broke your arm, or didn't eat enough vegetables, or drank unfiltered water (or sometimes I can even determine their "race" but it's getting harder with the amount of multi-race reproduction). Can you even imagine that?
I'm still even surprised at myself for taking on this career path. One that I definitely plan on utilizing later in life. Right now, I want to be in brand marketing and fashion show production/makeup artistry, but I can't even explain the power I feel when I see bones. Power, but uncertainity....because regardless of what my schooling has taught me, this is still someone's core. Someone's structure. Someone's history. Someone's malnutrituion. Someone's accident. I have to decipher everything. It's a scary but inviting thought.
'Globalization of Genes'
'Race is soft tissue, not hard bones.'
'Race is becoming self-identify. Cultural.'
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Monday, November 15, 2010
Cataloging.......
Just something I wrote recently. I was inspired for a second. Too bad it didn't last.
Glance into (in two) worlds
When you go to sleep,
What do you think about?
Dream about?
In your fantasy world,
what do you live without?
Is pain and strife nonexistent?
Is it a world where you are hardly ever timid?
Unafraid of yourself
Your possibilities
Your destinies
In my fantasy world, you are one of the rulers
Measuring me up,
Dictating the terms of my love.
Your charisma and powers is something I could have never dreamed of.
As we lay in my bed,
preparing ourselves to enter our domains' imaginary,
I only have one request for now.
I ask that we fall asleep with our lips touching so our souls can converse through the night.
Fully sharing thoughts and memories without rations.
Making the rules and breaking the rules of our passion.
Continuously lighting our flame
For every time we ignite,
my fantasy world comes to light.
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Glance into (in two) worlds
When you go to sleep,
What do you think about?
Dream about?
In your fantasy world,
what do you live without?
Is pain and strife nonexistent?
Is it a world where you are hardly ever timid?
Unafraid of yourself
Your possibilities
Your destinies
In my fantasy world, you are one of the rulers
Measuring me up,
Dictating the terms of my love.
Your charisma and powers is something I could have never dreamed of.
As we lay in my bed,
preparing ourselves to enter our domains' imaginary,
I only have one request for now.
I ask that we fall asleep with our lips touching so our souls can converse through the night.
Fully sharing thoughts and memories without rations.
Making the rules and breaking the rules of our passion.
Continuously lighting our flame
For every time we ignite,
my fantasy world comes to light.
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Ahhhh.....Birthdays
I want to wish my honey a Happy 21st Birthday.
CLIFF FRAZIER
The only man in this world that actually WANTS to have babies with me!
What an idiot.
I kid.
*Kisses*
We would make some spectacular babies though.
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The only man in this world that actually WANTS to have babies with me!
What an idiot.
I kid.
*Kisses*
We would make some spectacular babies though.
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Going strong
So I've been blogging for a entire month now....and I'm feeling good about it. I haven't posted as many things as I've wanted to. As much as I wanted to make this blog....I still find comfort in my thoughts remaining in my mind.
Also....a very happy birthday to my niece TIARA SASHA. I love her soooooo. She's in college now which makes me feel order than that thang, but I'm so proud of her. She's shy, and sweet, and charming. She's an amazing little lady. Once again, I feel bad for not being around, but she's going to excel as a person regardless of where I am. She knows that I am proud and grateful.
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Also....a very happy birthday to my niece TIARA SASHA. I love her soooooo. She's in college now which makes me feel order than that thang, but I'm so proud of her. She's shy, and sweet, and charming. She's an amazing little lady. Once again, I feel bad for not being around, but she's going to excel as a person regardless of where I am. She knows that I am proud and grateful.
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