Every person that I've ever wanted in my life....
Fully, completely, truly
Uninhibited
Has hurt me.

A stranger reminded me of that.
Boldly told me I was a woman scorn.

I know that.

People don't understand how fragile I am. How gushy I am on the inside.

The constant trials and triumphs of life have hardened my shell. Impervious to heat, water, or love.

I know that.

Yet.
And.
Still.
I try to make people feel wanted. I want to be the sweetest person you've ever known. I want my energy to freely flow from me to your entity.

I long for love. I really do. Tell me what does it feel like for someone to just want YOU. I mean me. I have to stay patient. More optimistic than I should be. Getting much better.

Yet.
And.
Still.
I am a woman scorn.

The feeling. Hit me like 6 bricks in a tube sock. The 1st time.... 2nd time....every time.

The stranger hurt me. But told me I was a woman scorn.

I know that.