I really want to vent right now, but part of me is saying I really don't have to. Even though sadness overwhelms me, relationships sometimes just are meant to work out. Now that I look back on it, I should have never pursued a relationship with you. I love you to death, but you weren't ready for the situation I put you in. I should have thought more, prayed more, mediated more, realized more. It's too late for that now.
I appreciate your presence in my life. One day you will make someone very happy. As your friend, I gave your advice in love and life that will always be relevant. You need to learn how to communicate better. Shrugging shoulders will never progess a relationship. Trust me....I have the statistics.
There are certain things that I expect in a relationship. Even though I am very anti-relationship in most points of my life, I do realize what is healthy/unhealthy, real/fake, good/bad for love. If you showed more effort to me, I'm sure we wouldn't have the problems that we've had. In this process of life, lessons are infinite. I have the ability to teach you. You have the same ability. My hope is that I've taught you, most importantly, that if your partner (emotionally/mentally) needs something from you, give it to them. It will work out for both parties.
Writing me a poem didn't seem like a ridiculous request.
I love you. Always will.
N*
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